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never had one, never will
I always tell myself I need to go out and do my own thing and not focus my time on Lambdas anymore. Since there is nothing left for me anymore and my PD, best, and my big bro telling me that as well. They have been there for me every step of the way and still support every decision I make. I have put a lot of time and effort to help lambdas but I don’t regret anything. I guess you can say it was fun while it lasted. I decided that now its really the time to do something new. I guess timing is everything. I’m nervous, excited, and looking forward to spring semester because if it actually works out, I will be a founder sister of Rho Delta Chi at SFSU. Everyone has been very encouraging and supportive thanks to my Lambda family. I always wanted to leave my mark somewhere and now its my chance.
Yesterday got me really thinking… I never thought I would miss hanging out with the Lambdas. Since I’m the best lil sis ever I took out my big bro to eat and we went back to the lambda house and drank. It was like the old times where we would just kick it and drink and smoke and just joke around. Night like those are the ones I love the most. I realize that even thought we all don’t talk that much, or we don’t hang out together that much. I feel like Lambdas will always be there… for you to put a smile on your face.
There is something about 2012 that is changing everyone… I believe that 2012 is the year for most people. Spring 2012 is going to be good for me, I hope. Lots of things are happening and I need to think and stay positive.